Glittering Lonesome

As a matter of fact the different realizations that arrive at this brain of mine, keeps me alive, and when a day passes by without realizing anything new, it adds more to my complexity and my realization that not everydayone leanrs something new, but at the same time this is something to be learned by itself, this is new, maybe someone else saw it before, or learned that before.. and the problem is, this as a fact contradicts itself big time.. yeah..

Now let's get serious.. Who are you and what are you doing here? Have you ever has one of those moments? When you feel somewhere between dizzy and high, just suddenly as if u have just been fighting with a tiger, then suddenly you ask "What am I doing in here? Where am I going? and where do I wana go?".. The most important questions in life right there, and rarely asked, why? because the rabies of life has you, the insane strugle for whatever one desires brings about a fever that is so hard to resist, and to the moment there is no anti-dote for it but religion..

Here at this point you will come to ask and object, debate and argue, simply because you don't know, lack of knowlege, that is if you argue at all. One team will say yes and this is all worthless work, running behind money and position, power and possession, this is not where we should be, and this is not what we are supposed to do in this life.

Another team will say no, Religion is something and life is another thing, mixing them both is a huge mistake that will only result is a tide that goes against development, this way you are tieing yourself to the past and to the image of "a simple garment, a slipper, and an empty room" (you will have to ask me about an explanation for the previous expression,, lol)..

Now, both of those teams cannot be more wrong, and actually they are only doing a crime against humanity.. They both say that they believe in God alright, but they do not realize the attributes that they are assigning to God..

The first team, that calls for the cancellation of Banks, and women going to work, and no TV in at home, together with the second team who divide life into "life" and "religion" are all simply stating that God does not agree with development, and does not want development, and the current sceintific discoveris (which are because of what God created in this universe to be discovered) happened because humans wanted that to happen.. and God had absolutely nothing to do with them.. He only wants people to remain in worship houses all the time, wearing a simple carment, being so humble and eating only fruits, vegetables, or meat.. just worshipping in the standard way we all know of, praying, praying, nd praying, wanting nothing out of this life to reach heaven..

Hmmm.. is that it? Is this what God wants from us in order to reach heaven? I'll be damned if that is it, because the world is out there for a reason, and this reason is to test us, and in order to take a test you have to take a test, lol, simple as that, you don't give your back to thecurriculum and take what keeps you on your knees all day, peaceful and weak, afraid to do anything or else you will be tempted and fall in Hell.. this is the weaks' choice and this is NOT what God wants his servants to be.. God is about strength and he wants us to become so.. he wants us to enlighten the world not become parasites living there with no use..

Currently, we are of no use.. Search this site for "Egypt" and tell me what you see..

Me? I have a plan.. but don't ask me what it is now, it's a huge secret, and i'll die before telling it to anyone.. or before it is implemented..

Cheers