A story? No, just an incident

Being an apple among a basket of vegetables is not a very easy thing to be, and though decisions that you take while among vegetables will mostly be affected by vegetables, coz those ARE vegetables while u'r a fruit, know what i'm saying? What makes one stand out from among a crowd is not what university he is in, or how much he earns, or how cool he looks or how much stuff he owns, what makes one stand form among the crowd is how much he sacrifices from his personal comfort in order to make it better.. IT here is, alot of things and are taken one at a time... Arrasul PBUH advised us that when we pray for something.. we start by alhamdulillah, then al-salatu wal salam 'ala rasul Allah, then pray for OURSELVES.. the self that is inside YOUR own body, then AFTER that u pray for whoever you want to pray to.. this just points out to the natural procession of things, you start with yourself.. you want everyone to be an apple like yourself, you BE an apple first, then start to te...

What bothers a simple "Humane" human being is that somehow most the so-called 'secular' efforts done to increase the standard of living of the world that has donkey carts on the road alongside a 2006 Mercedes Benz S-Class have tremendously failed, which leads us to think of injustice of wealth distribution which brings us to a totally different field of thought.. reasons.. Well reasons are numerous when we get into the details, but when outlooking the map of human reasoning we cannot find but one reason to let man do injustice to his fellow human regarding wealth, this one reason is greed. Now Humans HAVE made laws to be able to capture, judge, and punish those who take what is not their legal and legitimate right from the wealth of others.. After a quick glance around, it's not pretty much working! Normal uncontrolled human behaviour tends to seek benefit, some are trimmed according to the moral and ethical upbringing that allows them to revise the legitimacy of ...

If a system of Random events can be called a system, then what exactly is a system? And if there is a system in everything, then why did the word Random occur? People say - and I agree with them - that everything goes according to a plan, every single small event that takes place is planned and nothing happens in vain, nothing is worthless and ineffective. The leaf that falls infront of you as you step into the street has a reason, for who or for what? Only God knows! Maybe it is an attempt to remind you of the Creator as you start off your day, or maybe it is just the time for this leaf to fall off and make way to another leaf, thus maintaining health to that tree, and you are just thinking about everything in terms of yourself! A Human being is aware of his own life, he is himself's best friend and he is actually himself, so he cannot help but think about his own self and what it needs in order to have more success. Some cultures teach you that for a great success, great efforts ...

I shall not blurb alot about deep things inside the epical heat of my dreams.. or maybe I will.. Strange thing, the amount of dreams is increasing alot, per night,to the extent of waking up exhausted in my bed. I even dreamt about complaining from the amount of dreams I have, and the problem is that I remember them all, sometimes I even mix between realithy and dreams. Hmm.. a sign of potential madness I suppose. Anyway if I'm meant to be a mad man in a mental house then so be it, I have no problems with that, I will lead a hppy life in the Assylum leading the role of Nero the one who burnt Rome, but this time it won't be Rome, it will be the image of a society so corrupt, and so hopeless that burning it is the only solution.. A Volcano erupts and leaves behind a very fertile soil so that life could begin once more atop what was before burning Lava.. Not so much in the sentimental mood as it is obvious that this mood might no more occur.. A SnowBlade in hand mounting a washing ...

Hmm.. So, how's it been? It's been good thanks to the One who created the Heavens. There is not much to think about, as by time the issues that were so numerous one day become two, three, or maybe four huge issues that have all the previously numerous yet smaller issues hidden behind them, like stages, fix the big ones first to get the small ones resolved. Human conflicts remain a problem ofcourse, the infinite struggle between generation and noone is able to comprehend or understand anything but what is in hid head, based on his own experience, thinking that this is everything in the world and wanting YOU to follow it or else you will be doomed. It also points out to Me, how I should be viewing and always re-checking my own opinions who have a really good chance of being all wrong, maybe that's why i've been so inable to take a positive step towards anyhting for the time being, just waiting for something to happen, but I know nothing will happen because nothing is chan...

Questions, that continue forever.. We all discover our own set of questions as we go on with our lives.. piece by piece a face is revealed just like a puzzle being formed, you search to put the right piece in the right place, until you can see the whole picture. Symbols are inevitable, those who cannot symbolize and relate according to examples, to be able to express how they feel, and to be able to actually feel something in particular and put their hands on what could make everything better.. those need help.. I am not trying to express something I am experiencing in particular right now, nor I am trying to complain from something, nor to whine though at times I feel like I am.. but all I'm trying to find is the other half of the scarrab.. I feel that the quest can continue for a long time, and if it does or if it doesn't then I don't care, as long as it doesn't involve the "idle" state of waiting and doing absolutely nothing. We were created in this world ...

Definately not!! Or is there? I just don't know. At times I get tired of all the thinking going on inside my head. I get tired of living two seperate lives, one in the physical sense and a totally different life inside my head, a life where there people are slightly different from how they really are, a life where just very small changes are made to alot of things around, and Bob's your uncle, here you have a life you've been dreaming to have.. But is it healthy to keep on day-dreaming that way? No way! Yeah things happen alot to distract you, or to keep your head under the water of fantasy, but things have to change.. I don't know if suffering this has brought me anywhere, but this is what I have to change.. to stop thinking about what I want for a while, and concentrate on what I have. For the time being, I am simply clueless on how to walk down that road. I have noone to blame but myself, absolutely noone. Dear God! What is it that I am waiting for? What is it that I...

For a while now, the endless debate between a person and his belief in what is good and what is right has been ongoing through my chest.. and believe it or not, it is a blessing from God when the struggle is so fierce, and at the same time things do not end up the way your intuition has always told you, not the way you have expected, simply because later on in life you will not always recieve what you expect, and you will have to take it champ.. But all of a sudden, things start to clear up, and also all of a sudden, everything makes sense, and nothing makes much difference. What is a person trying to do? Oppose the will of God? or maybe tell God that I know better that He knows? Why is it that a human cannot surrender to the will of his creator? It is the shortest way to piece of mind, even if what is taking place in your life is not totally what you have wished for, you KNOW for sure that there is a plan for you, and what you expect from God is what you get! Don't you trust his p...