A story? No, just an incident

I shall not blurb alot about deep things inside the epical heat of my dreams.. or maybe I will.. Strange thing, the amount of dreams is increasing alot, per night,to the extent of waking up exhausted in my bed. I even dreamt about complaining from the amount of dreams I have, and the problem is that I remember them all, sometimes I even mix between realithy and dreams. Hmm.. a sign of potential madness I suppose. Anyway if I'm meant to be a mad man in a mental house then so be it, I have no problems with that, I will lead a hppy life in the Assylum leading the role of Nero the one who burnt Rome, but this time it won't be Rome, it will be the image of a society so corrupt, and so hopeless that burning it is the only solution.. A Volcano erupts and leaves behind a very fertile soil so that life could begin once more atop what was before burning Lava.. Not so much in the sentimental mood as it is obvious that this mood might no more occur.. A SnowBlade in hand mounting a washing ...

Hmm.. So, how's it been? It's been good thanks to the One who created the Heavens. There is not much to think about, as by time the issues that were so numerous one day become two, three, or maybe four huge issues that have all the previously numerous yet smaller issues hidden behind them, like stages, fix the big ones first to get the small ones resolved. Human conflicts remain a problem ofcourse, the infinite struggle between generation and noone is able to comprehend or understand anything but what is in hid head, based on his own experience, thinking that this is everything in the world and wanting YOU to follow it or else you will be doomed. It also points out to Me, how I should be viewing and always re-checking my own opinions who have a really good chance of being all wrong, maybe that's why i've been so inable to take a positive step towards anyhting for the time being, just waiting for something to happen, but I know nothing will happen because nothing is chan...

Questions, that continue forever.. We all discover our own set of questions as we go on with our lives.. piece by piece a face is revealed just like a puzzle being formed, you search to put the right piece in the right place, until you can see the whole picture. Symbols are inevitable, those who cannot symbolize and relate according to examples, to be able to express how they feel, and to be able to actually feel something in particular and put their hands on what could make everything better.. those need help.. I am not trying to express something I am experiencing in particular right now, nor I am trying to complain from something, nor to whine though at times I feel like I am.. but all I'm trying to find is the other half of the scarrab.. I feel that the quest can continue for a long time, and if it does or if it doesn't then I don't care, as long as it doesn't involve the "idle" state of waiting and doing absolutely nothing. We were created in this world ...